Just to get it out there.

So I was in Pulicat for 15 days.

For those of you clearly living blissful lives, having not heard of Pulicat, let me kill it for you.

Pulicat is a fishing village in the outskirts of Madras.

Okay, y'know what? As I was writing about the horrors of the place, I decided, meh, I've ranted enough, maybe I won't poison your vision with my spiteful words.

Now, however, I'm not sure what to blog about.

Ah okay, maybe general stuff.

I have made several, hopefully, life altering decisions.

This summer induced a lot of thinking.

With the last Harry Potter movie and the feeling that my childhood ending and the boy and all.

I have these circles of importance okay?

The first one includes Family and Qoco.

The second consists of 5 of my closest friends.

And so on.

And while I was making this priority list I realized.. College work isn't all that important to me. Yet I practically kill myself and any relationship I have, because of it.

WHY?

Because I'm a dumbfuck who cannot prioritize.

I'm going to make sure things are different from now on.

Things that matter to me, people who matter to me will resume their number one position, while I let the horror that is college slowly slip away into nothingness.

Sounds like a sound plan to me.

*nods*

On a more serious note.

Have you ever lost touch with someone who was at one point of time important to you?

Have you stopped talking to someone just because you were so lazy to pick up the phone?

And most of all.. have you blamed yourself for letting it happen when it clearly IS a two sided

affair?

I had a friend. And we lost touch. I hadn't heard of/from or anything 'bout her in 4 years. Until the 13th of July, when I got a call telling me she passed away.

Shit happens, people move on and friends grow apart.

Wherever you are, I'm so sorry this happened to you.

I hope you're in a better place and I truly hope you find peace.

= ' )